Hello, everyone. It's me, Jendra, again. Are you tired of me yet? I know many people have been waiting for Darien to come back and he finally did. Standard disclaimers still apply, standard disclaimers will always apply you know. As always, C & C appreciated at Jendra@aol.com. Thanks for writing, Suzanne, (with me since Chapter Two) and I hope I finally wrote the scene you've been begging me for. Enjoy Sailor Moon Universal Chapter Eight The Return of Darien Tuesday passed quietly. Although Serena didn't seem as sad and depressed as she had been the day before, she still refused to talk to Amy or Lita and spent the day close to Travis. That afternoon, Travis, Serena and Reenie decided to go see how the arcade was doing. Serena got even quieter as they got closer to the place of her friends betrayel. Even though she knew they were being manipulated, it didn't make the memories any easier to bear. As they got closer, they saw a group gathered in front of the arcade. Although they couldn't hear what was going on, Serena immediately saw Raye and Mina as part of the group. Her steps got even slower, but Travis and Reenie were interested in what was going on and pulled her closer. Then they were there. Andrew was in the middle of the group, obviously with some big announcement. He started to speak. "Early this morning, as I was cleaning up, I got a phone call. It was Darien. He's alive and well. He was trapped in some caves on Michael's property and just got out." Andrew's news created a buzz among the people gathered around him. He had seen Serena and Reenie join the group and was interested to see what their reaction would be. Serena's face lit up. She turned to Travis. "Did you hear that? He finally showed up. I was really starting to get worried about him." Raye and Mina were also watching Serena. They saw the relief and joy in her face and heard her words to Travis. "You mean, you knew he was alive?" Raye asked without thinking. "I knew he was alive." Serena answered before she turned around and saw who was talking. Then her face lost all expression as she looked at the two girls. She turned back to Travis and started talking excitedly to him and Reenie as she obviously ignored the other two. Reenie was jumping up and down in delight as well. "Will he be home soon?" She asked Andrew. "We were really starting to wonder why he hadn't called." "No, Reenie," he answered. "He said he was going to stay for about another week." "Thanks for the information, Andrew." Travis called out as the three left. Reenie piped up, "And tell him we miss him if he calls back, okay?" "How did she know?" Raye was asking Mina. Mina didn't answer. She was still watching Serena as she walked away. *She wouldn't even look at us* she thought despairingly. Travis and Reenie gradually noticed that Serena hadn't taken part in the conversation for a few minutes. Reenie looked up at her face and then looked around to make sure no one else was in listening distance. "Mommy?" she asked. "Yes, sweetheart?" Serena responded absentmindedly. "Why aren't you happier that Daddy's alive and not captured?" Reenie asked. Travis looked up quickly. Serena didn't look all that happy. In fact, she looked.. angry? "Serena, what's wrong?" "I was just thinking about Darien being okay and it suddenly hit me that I was mad at him." Serena responded in a kind of shocked voice. "Huh? Why are you mad at him?" Reenie asked, echoing Travis's thought. "Look, all this time, he's been mean to me because he was trying to protect me, right?" Serena said as she continued walking. She didn't even wait for the others to nod. "But he had no right!" She turned suddenly and looked at them. "His job might be to protect me, but he had no right to make a decision like that! He made my life a living hell, to try to protect me. He never even tried to explain. He might be my protector, but that is not the only thing he is to me. He's the man I love, and I have the right to help decide something that would have this much impact on our relationship. 'Our' relationship. Not his alone." She shook her head. "I'm not making much sense, am I?" "I think you are," Travis said slowly. "He's been treating you more like a person too young to make important decisions than an adult who has the right to choose. And it can't continue like that if you're going to have a meaningful relationship." "I know I don't always act like an adult, or even a fourteen year old, but how can he truly love me, as the woman he wants to marry, if he thinks of me as a child? I just wish he could feel what I felt, at least for a little while. Of course, now I am acting like a child, wanting revenge for a slight." Serena slowly turned around and started walking again. "She's right, he has been really mean to her. He didn't have to be 'that' mean." Reenie said quietly to Travis. "I think it would do her a world of good to be able to get her revenge on him like that." Travis said thoughtfully. "After all, he does deserve it." "I suppose, as long as its not too bad." Reenie said. She loved her father, but she was the one who had had to watch as Serena cried herself to sleep after another fight with him. She had seen how much her mother had been hurt by it all. "What should we do?" Reenie said, dragging Travis to catch up with Serena. "What do you mean?" Serena asked, after she was shocked out of her thoughts. "We agree, Daddy needs to be taught a lesson. So what are we going to do?" Reenie said. "I don't think we really need to do anything." Travis said thoughtfully. "Most of the people around here think that you're my girlfriend and we're not planning on telling anyone the truth for another two weeks. So why don't we just let him believe the same thing everyone else is. If you think the jealousy will be enough of a revenge." "What makes you think he would be jealous? Maybe he really doesn't love me anymore?" Serena said worriedly. "If he went to all that trouble to protect you, then he still loves you." Travis said confidently. "He'll be jealous. Will it be enough?" Serena thought about it for a long moment. "If what he feels is anything like what I felt when I thought he had a new girlfriend then it will be enough." She stopped and dropped to her knees. "Are you sure about this, Reenie? I don't want to hurt you." "It's okay, I understand, and I think he deserves it too." Reenie replied. "And..." she looked up at Serena for a long moment before continuing. "My mommy always called me 'Small Lady'." "Well, Small Lady," Serena said, gathering her into a hug. "What do you think of going for an ice cream? I could really use a triple hot fudge sundae." "Sounds good to me," Travis said smiling down at the two. "Me too," Reenie agreed, as Serena stood up and Reenie took their hands to continue on their way. The next five days passed fairly quietly. There were only two fights with droids and the Scouts managed to destroy one of them without any help from the Sailors of the Sun, although it did cost them a great deal of energy. In fact, it cost them so much energy that they were barely able to make a dent in the droid the next night. Sailor Mercury was already down when Sailor Sun and Sailor Sol got there. This time they didn't wait and watch, because it was obvious already that their help was needed. The droid they were fighting was able to throw fire and all of the Scouts showed signs of being singed. Sailor Mars was trying to fight fire with fire. "MARS CELESTIAL FIRE SURROUND!" she called out, but the droid shrugged it aside. "JUPITER THUNDERCLAP ZAP!" was met with a ball of fire that caused it to explode far from the droid. "SOLAR FLARE!" Sailor Sol called as he threw himself close to the droid. The droid noticed it was made mostly of fire and so didn't even bother trying to dodge. The attack did manage to hurt it, much to its surprise, but not enough to disable it for even a few seconds. Sailor Mercury seemed to be the only one with a power that would seriously hurt this droid, but one look at her confirmed she wasn't up to it. "SOLAR CORONA WALL!" and the fire wall went up just in time to stop several balls of fire from hitting Venus and Jupiter. Venus was trying to get up the power to attack again, but was having a hard time. She along with most of the other Scouts were drained of almost all their power. While the wall was shielding two of the Scouts, Sailor Mars was outside of its influence and it soon became obvious that she was 'not' immune to fire. When Sailor Sun saw this she got mad and suddenly knew what to do. She dropped the wall, fell to her knees and called out "SUPER". She stretched her hands above her head and yellow flames glowed on the tops of her palms. Then she just sat there. The droid looked at her in surprise, as did those Scouts who were able to. Even Sailor Sol stared at her, until her pose awoke knowledge in him. He ran over to where she was kneeling. As he ran he called out one word "NOVA". Flames started curling around his hands as well. He stood behind her and their hands grasped each other. "ANNIHILATE!" They screamed together. Flames, light and power poured from their joined hands at the droid. Its immunity from fire allowed it to survive almost a second of the devestating barrage, before it became dust. Sailor Sol barely kept himself on his feet as Sailor Sun sagged to the floor. They rested for a few seconds as Venus checked on Mars and Mercury and called out that they would be okay. Sailor Jupiter came towards them. "Thank you." she said quietly. "We would probably have been toast if you hadn't been here." She looked around quickly. "And if you see the Princess will you tell her I'm sorry?" Sailor Sol nodded as he helped his sister to her feet. They walked outside and disappeared. Saturday Afternoon The Tokyo International Airport A young man of about twenty stepped off the plane, got his luggage and passed through customs. He went to his apartment to drop off his luggage and get changed, then left to go for a run. The long plane trip had made him stiff and he felt the need to work it out and remind himself that he was home. As he was jogging to the park, he noticed a young woman he knew leaning on the top of the wall looking down. He stopped to speak to her. "Hello, Amy." Amy jumped, startled. She turned around and stared for a moment. "Darien?" "You look like you just saw a ghost." he chuckled, remembering the last time he had said that. Amy smiled slightly. "I hear you almost were." Then she remembered who she had been watching and turned to lead him away. He didn't take the hint, leaning on the wall to see what she had been watching so intently. He almost smiled as he saw a young girl with meatball-like balls on her head *Serena* he sighed to himself, and another girl with pink hair and a floating ball. *There's Reenie. I'm surprised they're together.* Then his face grew blank as he saw the young man they were playing with. All that could be seen from up here was gold blond hair and a lithe body. He and Reenie suddenly tackled Serena, and even up here he could hear her laughter as they tickled her. He turned back to Amy and steadily asked "I take it that is Travis?" "Yes, Travis Watson, he moved here about three weeks ago." she said quietly. "Why are you watching them from up here instead of down there?" He asked, trying desperately to get the picture of 'his' Serena with this other boy out of his mind. "I wouldn't be too welcome down there." she said her voice sad. "Why not?" Darien asked, surprised, then he thought of something. "Is it because of 'him'?" It was Amy's turn to look surprised, until she understood what he was thinking. "No, it wasn't anything he's done. He's been nothing but good for her. He's got her doing her homework, getting up on time and even becoming an A-B student. Her parents love him, he eats at their house every morning when he goes to pick her up for school. We think he's one of the best friends she's ever had. And we're happy for her. Because we can't claim that position anymore." Darien tried to work through that speech. The usually sensible Amy was not talking much sense. What he got first, was that Travis was a really good influence on Serena and her parents liked him. Then he realized what position Amy was talking about. He decided to check and make sure he had understood her correctly. "You're not her best friends anymore?" he asked, completely shocked. Amy shook her head, with tears threatening to burst forth. "What happened?" he almost yelled. She turned to him suddenly and for the first time in a very long time, lost complete control of herself. "I DON'T KNOW!" she shouted. She tried to regain control, but wasn't able to. This had been building for a week and she needed to let it out. "It's just as if, once you left, all the traits that are so much a part of Serena started bugging us, all of us. We started yelling at her during fights and blaming everything on her. Then, last Saturday, last Saturday..." she trailed off. "Last Saturday what?" Darien asked as calmly as he could. He knew it must have been bad from the way she was acting. He had never seen Amy lose her cool like this before, and doubted that anyone else had either. Amy took a deep breath. "Last Saturday we told her that we didn't want Sailor Moon to fight with us anymore." she said in a rush. Darien just stared at her for a long moment. He shook his head as if that would shake some sense into what she had just said. Once Amy started, she couldn't stop. "We told her we were tired of having such a clumsy, whining coward as a leader. That we were afraid she would get someone hurt because she was so clumsy. Or because she was always so late to the fights. She was late to that one by the way." Tears were running down her face as she listed their crimes. She turned to Darien again. "She didn't cry," she said in a wondering tone. "She just stood there and looked at us and asked if that was what we really wanted. When we said yes she turned and walked away." Darien could think of only one word to say. "Why?" "I 'don't' 'know'. I've been trying to think of a reason and can't. I mean, I know we were all a little jealous of the time she was spending with Travis, and I was jealous that he could get her to do things I couldn't. I had tried to explain that math to her and she never understood, then he comes along out of nowhere and 'he' can make her understand." Amy was starting to regain control of her emotions and think logically about the reasons. Unfortunately, she still couldn't think of a good reason for them to do what they had done. She had certainly been trying for long enough. She turned back to look at the girl who had been her best friend. Her first friend. Darien leaned on the wall as well. His face grew hard and pain flashed through his eyes as he saw Travis in front of Serena on bended knee, presenting her with a boquet of wild flowers. It didn't help when he did the same to Reenie. Amy abruptly started speaking again and her voice was full of pain. "Travis came to see us the next day. I've never seen anyone so mad. He said Serena was crying, and had cried herself to sleep the night before. He said he had thought we were her friends, but we obviously weren't because friends don't hurt friends that way. And that he wouldn't let us hurt her again, and for us to just stay away. Artemis agreed. Then he, Artemis, told us why she was late." At Darien's glance Amy explained what she had been doing. His heart almost stopped in his chest when he heard about Serena's injury. "She's okay, now, right?" he asked concerned. "As far as we can tell, she's fine. She was favoring her side at the beginning of the week, but she's not anymore. She's also not talking to us. Neither is Luna. Or Reenie. They're all mad at us. But Serena did ask the Sailors of the Sun to watch out for us, so maybe she doesn't hate us as much as it sometimes seems." "The Sailors of the Sun?" Darien asked, too much information being given at once for his brain to assimilate. He looked downward once more, only to jerk his eyes back up, quickly. Not quickly enough, for the sight of Serena and Travis lying next to each other while holding hands had imprinted itself on his eyes. "Darien!" A voice called out. Reenie came running towards him with Luna Ball following after. Darien bent down to pick her up and hug her. He'd missed the little munchkin. "Hi, munchkin, how you doing?" he asked. "I'm fine." she answered hugging him. "I'm glad you're back. We'd been starting to get worried when you didn't call, but then you did call, so everything was alright." She pulled back to look him over, "Are you okay? What happened? Why were you missing so long?" she babbled question after question at him. For a short time, his mind had nothing to worry about but answering her. "Small Lady?" A voice called out from below them. "That's Serena, I got to go. I'm glad you're back. I'll come visit one day when Serena and Travis want to be alone, 'kay?" And she got down and ran off, all without having even looked at Amy. And without apparently noticing the effect her last statement had had on Darien. Amy looked at Darien sympathetically. She had managed to get her emotions under control as he talked to Reenie. She had seen the pain cross his face at Reenie's words. "I'm sorry for breaking down like that." "It's okay, Amy. You needed that," Darien answered as his eyes followed Reenie to where Serena and Travis were waiting for her. He saw her reach up for both of their hands and walk out of the park between them. Serena never even looked back. "I know it must hurt you to hear about him, but I'm glad he's with her." Amy said softly. "It was three days before she laughed again. She still looks depressed half the time and I'd hate to see what she'd be like if she didn't have them to lean on." "I take it she's been getting along better with Reenie?" Darien asked without looking at her. He knew she could be very sensitive on occasion and didn't want her to see what he was feeling. "Yes, much. Come on, lets go sit down and I'll tell you what's been going on while you were gone, and all about the Sailor Suns." Amy led Darien away. That night as Darien lay in his own bed for the first time in three weeks, more or less, his mind kept replaying the images and conversations he had had today. Serena and Travis lying next to each other on the grass, Reenie's voice saying she'll come over when they wanted to be alone, Travis on one knee before her, Amy's words about how good he was for her and how much her parents liked him. He never noticed the tears running silently down his face as he remembered other times, when she loved 'him' and they knew they were destined to be together forever. *It's my own fault,* he thought wretchedly. *I wasn't here when she needed me, and he was. After all the times I told her I didn't love her, I guess she found someone who did.* "Why?" he suddenly cried out, punching the bed next to him. "Why did I believe those dreams? Why couldn't I just talk to her instead of trying to handle it all myself and just hurt both of us?" The night offered no answers, only a return of the nightmare. Darien had a week left on his vacation, and he spent the next several days watching over Serena. Each time he saw her impulsively hug or reach out to Travis was like a stab to his heart, but he couldn't keep himself from following her, trying to memorize her every move. He saw them diligently doing their homework every afternoon, while Reenie played in the background. He watched as they joined a martial arts class and practiced in the park afterwards. He saw how Travis was treated by the elder Tsukino's, almost like he was one of the family, and remembered his own dreams of one day being accepted by her family and finally having one of his own. He was watching them shopping in the mall one day when he was accosted. "If you want to know what they're doing so badly, why don't you join them?" a voice said from behind him. He jumped and pivoted, only to see a large black cat standing watching him with amusement in her eyes. "Luna," he gasped, "you surprised me." He flushed guiltily over being caught spying and Luna chuckled. "I noticed. Let me guess, you just came to see if you could take Reenie out for a while?" Luna grinned as she gave him an out. She, Artemis or Apollo had been watching him as he watched Serena and Travis. They had reported his nightmares and spying and been asked to leave him alone, but Luna couldn't resist teasing him. "Uh, yeah," he agreed quickly. "I just came to see Reenie." "Well, come on, I'll take you down to them." Luna said, turning to lead him down the stairs and out into the mall. He followed, he didn't have much choice. Reenie saw him first. "Darien!" she called. Serena looked up quickly and relief flashed across her face before she hid it. Travis looked up as well, interested in finally meeting the man he was supposed to love like a brother. "Darien, I'm glad you're okay." Serena said calmly. "Travis, this is my ex-boyfriend, Darien Chiba." Darien winced internally at that description. "Darien this is Travis Watson." They shook hands calmly, neither looking the other in the eye. Travis because he 'knew' him and the memories of their past were flashing across his mind. Darien, because looking at this handsome young man who had the affection of the woman he loved was making him incredibly jealous, and he felt the urge to punch him for daring to move on his girl. A girl he had given up all rights to when he broke up with her. And knowing that just made him feel worse. "I just came to see if Reenie wanted to do something." Darien said, looking only at Reenie. He saw her look to Serena for permission, something she never would have done before he left. "It's fine with me. Just bring her back to Travis's house before it gets dark. She knows where it is." She answered Reenie and Darien at the same time. "Great!" Reenie said, "What do you want to do?" The two of them walked away, Reenie chattering about his trip and Travis. She was having fun telling him of Travis's house, guardian, falcon, and form of wake-up call. Serena looked after them wistfully. "I know. I miss him too." Travis said. Serena looked up to see him lost in thought. "We never got to see each other much because he couldn't come to the Sun and I couldn't go to Earth. The only times we had together was when we could both get to the Moon at the same time. We three became inseperable." "I'm glad I was a part of it." Serena laughed softly. She was glad the two most important people in her life at that time got on so well. Travis draped his arm over her shoulders. "Well, do you think he's suffered enough?" he asked, smiling. "I'd really like to get to know my blood brother better." "I think that by the time Reenie gets through touting your praises, he will have." Serena smiled as she thought of being reunited with the man she loved. It had been all she could do to keep from throwing herself into his arms there and then. "I miss him so much." "I know, Sis, I know." he said as he pulled her into a hug, hiding her wet eyes with his shirt. They stood there for a long moment until she pulled back. "Ready to go?" She nodded. Darien watched as Travis hugged Serena. He saw the tenderness that was so obvious between them. His heart was heavy in his chest as he turned to Reenie. "They love each other, don't they?" "Of course." Reenie answered immediately. She sounded as if that had been a silly question. As Darien felt his heart start to break, she continued, "and they love me, and the Tsukino's and Uncle Jake and Luna and Artemis and Apollo and even the girls, though they're mad at them at the moment. I bet they even love you. Why don't we go ask?" Darien looked sharply at Reenie, she was grinning very slightly, trying to hide it. He looked back at Serena and Travis. He had his arm around her shoulders and she was leaning up against him as they walked. "I don't think that would be a good idea, Reenie." But it certainly gave him something to wonder about. Darien and Reenie had left the mall and were walking downtown when they heard the screams. "MARS CELESTIAL FIRE SURROUND!" came to their ears as well. Darien hesitated, unsure what to do. He jerked his head up as he felt...what? It felt almost as though Sailor Moon was transforming, but not quite. Reenie brought his mind back to their location. "Go!" she said. At his uncomprehending expression she continued. "They might need Tuxedo Mask there! You should go help. I know how to hide." She scampered off. The droid they were fighting this time had the ability to redirect energy thrown at it. Mars found this out when her fire attack was stopped two feet in front of the droid and sent back against Mercury. She cursed internally as she heard her friend's screams. "JUPITER THUNDERCLAP ZAP!" Jupiter called out, hoping the droid's power only worked against fire. But the lightning was thrown back and narrowly missed Mars. "Maybe physical energy will get through." Mercury said as she got painfully up. "MERCURY ICE STORM SPLASH!" and waves of cold water and ice flew at the droid. However the cold was a form of energy and was repelled. Venus jumped over the return attack even as she called out her own. "VENUS LOVE CHAIN ENCIRCLE!" the physical manifestation did manage to get past the wall, but didn't do much harm. The Sailors of the Sun were there as well, they had seen what had happened and decided immediately that using the solar flare would not be a good idea and while the supernova attack might destroy the droid, they couldn't take the chance that it would be able to send back most or all of it. Sailor Sol pulled out his sword and got ready for a purely physical attack while Sailor Sun got her wall ready in case something went wrong. Then a rose flashed through the air and into the leg of the droid. Standing on top of a nearby lamppost was a man in a black tuxedo and cape and a white mask! The other Scouts called out "Tuxedo Mask!" Sailor Sun bit her tongue trying to keep her customary words of greeting from leaving her mouth. "Sailor Scouts," Tuxedo Mask called out "Do not trap yourself into thinking that your magic is your only power." Sailor Sol suddenly threw himself out of his hiding place and at the droid. The Scouts yelled at him to stop, thinking he was going to use Solar Flare. Instead he pulled out his sword and physically attacked. "SUN SWORD SLASH!" he yelled as his sword split the droid almost in half. Still it didn't die, and managed to throw him off and into a nearby wall. "No!" Sailor Sun yelled as she threw herself in front of Sailor Sol. Just in time she managed to call out "SOLAR CORONA WALL!". The energy beams disintegrated as they touched the wall. Sailor Sun looked down at the boy she was protecting and her eyes blazed. "You'll pay for that." she said quietly. She pulled her wall in to surround herself in a column of fire, then threw herself at the droid. The energy was far too physical for the droid to reflect it back and it backed away in fear as the rage filled Scout ran at him. She suddenly jumped into the air and executed a perfect jump kick. Her flame surrounded leg slammed into the droid's chest. It couldn't withstand that amount of energy and disintegrated. "Good going, Sailor Sun!" the Scouts congratulated her as she helped her brother to his feet. She looked up angrily. "If you had treated your leader a little better, we wouldn't have to be here helping you and he wouldn't have gotten hurt." she snarled. The Scouts looked down in shame as Sailor Sol looked at her with worry. They left. When the Scouts looked up, they realized they were alone, Tuxedo Mask had left as well. Tuxedo Mask followed the Sailors of the Sun into an empty alley. He stared down at them from a fire escape as they detransformed. His eyes grew wide as he recognized the pair. "Serena," Travis said quietly. Serena looked down dismally. "I thought you weren't mad at them anymore. Why didn't you tell me?" "You've had enough problems of mine to deal with, you didn't need this one too," Serena mumbled. "I thought you'd forgiven them when you found out that the Wiseman had been influencing them through their dreams." Tuxedo Mask caught his breath. *Influenced through their dreams? Does that mean, he's been the one sending me those dreams? If so, it was all a trick! I can get her back and she won't be in danger! But what about him?* his mind was brought back to the conversation below him by Serena's impassioned words. "They meant it, Travis! Maybe they normally would never have said it, but they meant every word they said! How could that 'not' hurt? Yes, I'm still mad at them! And myself. I should be able to forgive them for it, but I can't. I can't forget how much they hurt me, and I can't forgive myself for that." Serena refused to give in to the tears brimming in her eyes. Travis took her in his arms and Tuxedo Mask clenched his fists in frustration. It should have been him comforting her, not this new comer. Travis started to speak and Tuxedo Mask tried to clear his mind to listen. "You aren't a saint, Serena, and no one expects you to be. I'm sorry that I didn't see how this was affecting you. Maybe we should stop helping them for awhile." "No!" Serena almost shouted. "Just because I'm mad at them, doesn't mean that I don't still love them. They're my friends and my court, and I will not leave them to fight alone. I just don't want you hurt." She stopped and got control of herself. "I'm sorry for dumping all of this on you, Travis." "That's what I'm here for, Serena. I will always be here for you. I love you." Serena smiled up at him. "I love you too, Travis. I don't know what I would have done without you these last couple of weeks." "I don't plan on you ever having to find out, Serena. I plan on being around for a long time." Tuxedo Mask stood where he was for a long moment after they left. He had heard the sincerety in their voices and knew in his heart that they had meant every word they said. *She loves him* he thought as a tear dropped unnoticed to the railing in front of him. *She's found someone who will stay with her. I should be happy for her.* "How could I have let myself be fooled by those dreams?" he called to the uncaring sky. *After all I've done to her, I have no right to interfere with the happiness she's managed to find.* he thought as he jumped to the ground and detransformed, then slowly left to find Reenie. Reenie was where he had left her. She had been starting to get a little worried when he was late, and the worry didn't abate when she glimpsed the despair on his face at his return. For the rest of their time together she didn't say a word about Travis for fear she would cause him more pain. As it came time for Darien to take her back, his steps grew slower and his heart heavier. He knew that it would probably be the last time he would be able to be close to the woman he loved. He could not do anything to break up Serena's relationship with Travis without violating his own sense of honor and hurting her more. And he refused to hurt her anymore than he had already. Darien stared around at the mansion they were walking up to. "This is Travis's house?" he asked in disbelief. "Yep." Reenie chirped as she took his hand and led him inside. The inside of the house was more comfortable than the outside suggested. Reenie led him towards the living room, where sounds of the TV could be heard. "We're home," Reenie called out. Darien wasn't sure he wanted to go in there. He didn't want to see the homey scene that was sure to be revealed, with Serena sitting next to Travis on the couch, but he could not resist the chance to see her one more time. He walked in. Serena was sitting on the couch, but Travis was sitting on a chair at right angles to the couch and Darien breathed a sigh of relief. He wasn't sure he could have taken seeing them together. "Hi, Reenie, Hi Darien. Have a good day?" Travis asked pleasantly. "Sit down, Darien and tell us what you've been doing for the week you were gone." Travis pointed at the spot next to Serena. "No, that's okay. But if you don't mind, I need to talk to Serena for a moment. Alone." Darien knew he shouldn't, but he couldn't leave without saying goodbye and explaining everything. "All right." Serena agreed, standing up and leading him towards another room. It was the bedroom she used when she stayed the night, and she motioned him into a chair as she closed the door. Neither noticed a black shape slip through the door crack and under the bed. Serena closed the door and sat down on the edge of the bed. She looked at him quizzically. "Yes?" she asked. Darien rushed in to what he needed to say. "Look, Serena, I know you love Travis now and I'm not going to do anything to damage that, but I thought it was only right that you know why I did what I did." And he started to explain the dream and his fears for her safety. She sat and listened quietly as he talked. When he finished, she asked one question. "Why didn't you tell me this before?" "It wasn't your problem, it was mine." He answered simply. Serena looked at him for a long moment. "You broke up our relationship over it and you say it wasn't my problem?" she asked in disbelief. "Maybe, for once, you should think about my problem with it." "Look, Serena, I know how much I hurt you. I never wanted to, but I had to keep you safe." Darien's voice was almost begging. Serena shook her head. "You have no idea how much I was hurting, Darien. I tried to keep it hidden, I couldn't let anyone else see." "See what?" Darien asked, confused. "Whatever it was that you saw." She answered softly. "Look at it from my point of view, Darien. A thousand years ago, Prince Endymion fell in love with Princess Serenity. They were so much in love that she willingly followed him into death instead of living without him. They were reborn and could barely stand each other. Then we got our memories back and you loved me again. The you were taken away and lost your memory. I finally manage to heal you and you love me, for a few minutes, until you die. When you live again, it's without your memory and you don't like me much. You get your memory back, and finally, 'finally', we can be together and have a chance to get to know each other in our new incarnations. And you don't love me anymore!" Serena had tears in her eyes as she recites their relationship in a broken tone. "What can I think? But that you found something in me, 'me', Serena Tsukino, that you don't like, much less love. Something that automatically made you stop loving me. It had to be something really horrible to make you stop loving me so abruptly and even leave town to get away from me." Darien's eyes were filled with horror as he realized what she had been thinking all this time. What his unthinking quest to keep her safe had done. Under the bed, Luna had much the same expression. She could hear the self-loathing in Serena's voice, and could not believe that she had never noticed how hard this had hit her. Darien opened his mouth to say something, but Serena wasn't finished. "Once I figured all that out, I also figured that others might notice whatever it was that you had seen, and they'd stop loving me too. And that seemed to be exactly what happened. They didn't like me anymore, and didn't even want to be near me. Whatever it was about me had to be bad to drive all of you away." As Serena spoke the last words, she looked up for the first time since she had begun. This time it was her eyes that were filled with horror and shock at what she saw. For the first time, she saw Darien cry. His head was buried in his hands as he wept over the pain he had caused. Luna was in much the same shape, she wept as she realized how much she had failed to understand about the girl she loved like a daughter, how much pain she had been in that Luna hadn't been able to help, because she hadn't been sensitive enough to see. Serena sprang off of the bed and over to Darien. "I'm sorry, Darien, I didn't mean to make you cry. I'm sorry." Serena said as she pulled him into a hug. "I shouldn't have told you all of that, I didn't really mean to make you feel bad. I'm sorry." Darien held on to her as tightly as she held on to him. "I'm the one who's sorry, Serena. I had no idea what I was doing to you. I knew you would be hurt, but I thought it would be the best way to deal with it. I didn't think I'd hurt you so bad, I never meant to hurt you. I'm sorry, Serena. I know you can never forgive me, but I'm so sorry." Darien's voice was choked as he said these words. Serena's next words took him by surprise. "Of course I forgive you, Darien. I love you." Darien looked up in surprise. He gazed into her beautiful blue eyes for a long moment. He had thought he would find them filled with loathing for what he had done. Instead he found every bit of the love he had ever seen in her eyes. He reached out slowly, as if afraid she would pull away or turn out to be nothing but a dream. She leaned in to his touch with a soft sigh. "Serena?" he asked. He wasn't sure quite what he was asking, but she knew how to answer. "I love you, Darien. As much as Serenity ever loved Endymion. I do not want to live without you, my love. It is barely a life worth living." Her voice throbbed with sincerity. It seemed she did still love him, even after all he had done. His eyes shone with wonder and love as he looked at his princess. "I do not know what I have done to deserve such a love, but I swear to you that I will make up for every moment of pain I have given you. I love you more than I can ever tell you. I am so sorry." And slowly, hesitantly, still not quite sure this was real, he pulled her into his arms and kissed her. They stayed that way for a very long time, both content to be together. Then, reluctantly, Darien remembered the boy in the living room. "Serena? What about Travis?" His eyes were filled with pain as he let her go, worried that reminding her of her other boy friend would hurt her. Serena didn't seem the least bit hurt. "Oh, he's probably listening at the door right now. Isn't he?" she called in a loud voice. Travis laughed as he entered the room. "I'm glad you two finally got that settled." he said easily. "So am I." Reenie agreed emphatically. Darien got up slowly, looking at Travis. Whatever he had expected, it was not this. Travis seemed genuinely glad that he and Serena were back together. Not exactly what was expected from a new boyfriend. "Congratulations, Darien." he said, going over to the older boy and taking his hand. This time he looked him in the eye. And Darien remembered. It was about three months after he had met and fallen in love with Princess Serenity. He was standing beside her out on the palace landing pad. They were waiting, with all of the court, for the shuttle to settle and the ramp to come down. Serenity was trying to stand still, but next to her Endymion could feel how she was fidgeting. He was worried, although he was hiding it better than she was hiding her excitement. He had heard how close she and Prince Tranquillity were. He also knew of the bets going around. Almost half of the members of her court believed that Serenity would forget all about him when the Prince came and he would go home mad at being ignored. Others believed that her deep love for him would make her forget about how close she and her brother were. A closeness many of the court were not happy with, since the Sun Kingdom was only an ally, even if its King was also Royal Consort. Serenity didn't seem to be forgetting either of them, however. Her excitement was almost contagious as she waited for the shuttle to open, but her hand was still holding fast to his. Then finally it happened, the ramp was down and a golden haired young man was springing down the rampway. For once, Princess Serenity ignored formality and ritual. Still holding Prince Endymion by the hand, she rushed towards him. They hugged each other for a long time, but Serenity still kept hold of his hand. Then she stepped back and introduced them. They clasped hands and stared each other in the eye. At first it was slightly challenging on both their parts. Then it calmed and respect grew as they took the measure of each other. Later it was said that they stood there staring at each other for ten minutes as respect changed to friendship and went farther. By the time they finally let go of each others hand, they were brothers. A bond that was fufilled before they left by the oath of blood brotherhood. "Prince Tranquillity." Darien said in shock. "Prince Endymion." Travis answered calmly. Darien just looked at him, shaking his head. Then he pulled the two of them into a three way hug. "I guess I finally have the family I've always wanted." Serena burst out laughing. "More than you know, my love." At his questioning look, Serena picked up Reenie. "My prince, may I present Neo-Princess Serenity of the Kingdom of the Moon, the Sun, Earth and Crystal Tokyo, daughter of King Endymion of Earth and Neo-Queen Serenity of the Moon." "Hi, daddy!" Reenie said as she threw herself into his arms. Darien looked like he was about to faint. ------------------ Well, what did you think? I thought that was a perfect place to end it. Suzanne kept begging me for a sweet reunion scene, and I did the best I could while keeping my plot in mind. Tell me what you thought and till I write for you again. Jendra@aol.com Oh, yeah, I almost forgot. Remember that prophecy from Chapter Four? Look for the rest of it in Chapter Nine The Prophecy Revealed.